martes, 26 de octubre de 2010




Hello!!!!!!

Have you ever think that you regret about the decision that you have take.
Probably your answer its yes, but have you ever think that maybe yo are not regreting maybe you only have doubts because it was one of the most dificult decision in your hole life?.
Well that's what it is happening me now, i am happy with the decision that i have took but sometimes especially when i see him i think that i am out of mind and that i shouldnt have done with i did,
But if i stop my mind for a second and i start to think all over again i feel quite better.

It doesnt matter if you made a mistake with that decision , what it really matters its to be strong and tell yourself that it was for you good, you can be upset with other people but if you are upset with yourself there is nothing left, because if that happends you have lost everything,  and why?, because the most important thing its you.After that whatever could be your second important thing, your family you boyfriend, your friends whatever....

Sometimes make some decisions makes you feel sad and bad, it is then when your friends are more than ever in your life, you have to talk to them because they will help you in everything they can, for example my other ''leg'' in this kinda things its Andres, he is always thinking in me and what i deserve and if i made wrong, he  calms me down and he says that it doesnt matter how much times i fall because what it really matters its that i have to stand up over and over again and i'll learn to do not fall so often, and he is right.

I know that sometimes you really did wrong but how could be the wold if anyones made mistakes? Do not worry and STAND UP AGAIN!!!!.
This is the way that i have for help people but it is not just that. Its my way to express what i feel and be more peaceful inside myself.

I am not feeling so good so far since this days ago, but writing this i have understand what it really worths, and that is my happiness.
I know that i wont feel really compy seeing him all the days at the university but he is still a friend, a really good friend must say. So thats what push me up again! thats my reason... whats yours??.

Find what push you up with the bad things because sometimes this mistakes are the ones which help you to stand and feel live. Courious right?

I know that somepeple thinks that i took my decision because this other thing was turning  inside my head all the time, what should i say? maybe it is true, but whatever was the reason i did this, i have to go on with it.... So.. if this thing that it is in my head works,,. PERFECT! but it doesnt... i wont be sad... I'll just say, well it didnt work... what is the next adventure?

Must say that im scared of this, but i think that if you dont bet you wont win, so heres my bet. I bet it , i believe in miracles (not like religious miracles... its more like things that you never thought it could happend). If all this things have happened maybe this other thing can too.
Well i have realised allready that i have take a good decision, and it wasnt because this thing messing inside me works, it is because i want it before that rubish ( i dont know how to call it, god! i will say a really bad word... but it is not the place so i have decided for this ''cutest one'') that have came into my head.,

So i am good, i am happy and i am looking for things to do or think for dont listen to this ball that its jumping in my head... 


Thanks for reading everyday.... its 845 visits already... and i hope we can get more.....!!

I think thats all for now.. but i have to star practising all this stuff....

Oh! by the way Alonso it is in the 1st place of F1 again ^^.
Its time to go to buy some presents for friends and o for a coffe with others... it is time to enjoy the day... this are my last words....
HAVE A GOOD DAY!!!

LATER ON,
LOVE, LOVE

lunes, 25 de octubre de 2010

It hasnt been a good time.


There is sometimes when its difficult to listen to your heart, your feelings and yourself. But the only thing that you can do its wait and take a breath, take all the things slowly to figure out what do you really want.
Thats what i have done, i have been really sad lately because my relationship it wans it a good moment, and i was right, now we have decided that the the only thing that could work was broke up.
I am not really happy now, but im felling good, im feeling me more than  ever. Irene its here again, i have been under the bed lately and i didnt like that.

So, read this all the times that you need, but if you are not compy with something think about it and take a breath to think about your priorities and your happiness and what you want, because when you at least, know what do you want and how to get it, you'll be better than ever, you'll feel released.

It hasnt been easy take this decission for me, but i was what i have to do.
So my advice its whatever its going on with your feelings your thoughts, think, THINK, listen to yourself!
Do it for you, because you can do a lot of things, but the only thing that worths its YOURSELF, you can lose friends, boyfriends, family but the only thing that you will keep forever its your person... YOU.

This is a really dificult upload, and it have been really dificoult to write because, right now im not feeling really good, but i hope you can use this upload, and i hope this help you.


LATER ON,
LOVE,LOVE.

sábado, 9 de octubre de 2010

Here i come again (aqui estoy otra vez)



¿cómo os va bloggers?
Después de una semana aquí aparezco otra vez.
Siento el retraso pero he tenido mucho lío por ahí.

So i got this new tv 32'' which are 80cm of tv.. its.. HUGE! i love my new tv, i can see tv much better and enjoy HD technology, and i can connect pomputer into the tv cool eh?.
Well its been raning lately so i dont feel like going outside, but today i did so i could bought the tv.

Did you know that i have started a new blog?, its called, ireneyedgar.blogspot.com its he histoy of my boyfriend and me.. and we write in it every day telling what happened in our day and if we went somewhere, telling you about the travel and all that stuff. I hope you can reed it sometime. :)

Here i am at the coach whatching tv a program about Hitler, waiting for my bf! so i can talk to him on messenger.
Today the F! has been delayed because there was a lot of water.. but tomorrow will be the classification and the race. I will tell you about it, but Alonso its really close of being nº one again.

What else? im tired today and tomorrow i have to study tons of things.. so i think im done with this upload. Tomorrow i will write again or thats what i wanna do.

LATER ON
love, love

viernes, 1 de octubre de 2010

Edgar & Irene.

 

Es por él que muevo rios,
Es por él que respiro cada mañana,
Es porque me enamora cada día que paso con él,
Porque lo más lejos que quiero estar de tí es a tu lado.
Es por él que veo caminos,

Es todo porque le amo,

TODO por él, TODO por estar con él, TODO por SIEMPRE!.

Ya no sé ni como decirte que te amo, que quiero pasar todo el tiempo a tu lado.
Ya no sé ni como decirte que ERES TÚ.


Te amo cariño, siempre a tu lado, y tu al mio.